Monday, February 8, 2016

wayside driving

I stood at the bus station screaming "what have I done?"

You promised me so much and you've broken me down so much for it. I'm regretting so many decisions that have left me blind.

My words fall on mute ears.
My friends fall to the wayside. It's scary how I got here. I'm so confused.

The people who are supposed to love me have turned their backs.

I'm taking the next business out of down.
Leaving this mess behind.

Tuesday, January 12, 2016

Swimming with the sharks

Eating tofu on the beach!

Watching the sharks swim on by.
It's a dog eat dog world.


Will these seeds ever produce fruit?

The snow
The tickets
The tenants 

Tick. Tick. Tick. 

"You don't seem like a business woman" he said 

"Don't I?" is all I replied.


Tuesday, January 5, 2016

My Tarot Card Explained to Myself about Reflection

If I do not face my fears then they will continue to haunt me.  Fears are a common place to every individual.  Some fears are real, others are imagined.

I'm unsure what mine are and if they will actually materialize.

The Tarot card assured me that if I face them then my "situation" will become better, however, there would be consequences if I did not face my fears and worries immediately.

I haven't been having trouble sleeping at night because the day wears me out.  I believe I should be doing something else, however, I cannot figure out the right avenue to exploit my creativity.

In times of need, I have friends who help evolve my talents.  They are extremely supportive and energetic.  I almost feel lacking on both sides.

The hardest part about the day is having energy and a lack of worries.  I am not afraid and actually hopeful.  I was able to wake up in the A.M. hours and finish some much needed chores.  This type of motivation doesn't come often and I need to take advantage of the opportunity.

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Disconnect

You always are so far away with your words.

It seems that we don't know how to communicate.